Monday, 9 May 2011

Dialogue- Anorexia

Hey it’s me again here goes day 8 of my exercise program, I ache like mad but I can feel the improvement. Mum keeps moaning that I haven’t eaten enough, but she doesn’t seem to understand me. I want to be a thinspiration for you guys and the world as Kate moss says “Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” it is so true!! Now that my size 6 jeans are baggy I love it but I still feel fat and ugly, just no one understands it. 

Me again day 10 I ache like mad, look my eyes have dark circles around them, I feel so good but stick look so ugly and fat no ones going to want me. I have started to put pictures up around my room to keep me on track of how I want to be. Hang on I’ll get this really pretty one.
(Leaves camera for 2 seconds and comes back with picture)
Look this is how I want to be better keep going anyways I better get going got a lot of exercise to be getting on with.

Hey guys thought I would do a quick blog before I went to sleep as I am really tired, it’s only six o’clock but it gets me away from my parents, and I don’t need that right now. Um I went to school today and ended up waking up in hospital they say im not getting enough nutrients but they are lying I feel fine. I spoke to someone on the web and she is going through the same thing, I had just an apple today which is healthy and a my friend from a website had half a banana and she is looking so good at the moment it’s unreal, people like her give me the motivation to keep on going.

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